July 30, 2012

The Lord has blessed us so much.  While at the Pow Wow last week we met a sweet lady.  Also we were introduced to a bunch of other people who are prepared for us to teach them! 

I've met a bunch of people in this area who I think are awesome, and ones I will want to be friends with for long time to come.  That's some of the best part. 

I read a sweet article in the Ensign this morning, Pres. Monson's last address at Gen. Conference.  It was so good.

Much love to you. Hear from you again soon

 Love Elder M. Ensign

July 16, 2012

Hey,  I think I can survive this.  Hopefully all this is worth it. 

I'll just keep telling myself that. How is Dad doing?  If I were to ask him how would he rate his overall well being: 1-10?  I hope it's a 9 or 10.  Same with you mom.  Our new Mission Pres. is officially here. I guess I might have told you that before. 

Sorry to miss Sarah Jo's wedding.   Sorry to be so far away.

I got in a car accident last week. That sucked bad.  Sometimes I feel cursed being out here. dang evil one.  It seems like the more I try to be obedient and keep the missionary commandments that crap things happen. I'm not sure what the message is. It might be that I need to stop being so dang strict --  or straight arrow I guess you could say. That is tough for me.  I just need someone to let it loose too. I just keep bottling up the emotions or pain inside cause I can't really talk to my companion about these things.  I'm pretty sure he hates how much I want to do what's right.  Ahg.  Love you.